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Saturday, July 16, 2011 @ 8:13 PM special one's no i dont wanna a perfect boify baby ~ I dont care if he chooses his friends over me, i mean hey i would choose mine first too. I don't care if he sometimes forgets to text me back because he's playing black ops. I forget sometimes to when im on witty. He doesn't have to call me every single day, or be be friends with my friends. If he's friends with my friends there's a chance he'll fall for them over me. I just want one that knows how to treat me right Labels: baebhy
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 @ 9:17 PM for youh taufiq bin hang tuah ,opet hey baaay, if youh bukak blog ai , bace oke nieee..... You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you. till here tc baaay .... last long w your girls :') Labels: do tc of yourselves
Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 12:22 AM just me expressing feeling honey hey bloggers.. im here to express my feeling as this the only place where i kept it like diaries .. where i shared my love fairy-tales and worst nightmare.. this few days i found myself feeling dull , so down. felt like crying.. i dont kno whats bothering me lately , maybe him treating me sucks or friends being so weird.. or worst still my family .. fact is i do miss them so bad , grandpa not doing well at home, :( haiss, plus we're not going smoothly in relation . its getting worsen.. plus me having a nightmare .. 3 times dream about him with that bitch :/ losing contct with friends... losing friends contct no due to hp spoilt , its restless ... guess i need someone to comfort badly......... but i cant find the person, bestfriends been busy w works. no one cares, what good and meaningfull is nw to pray hard everything gonna end .. pls very soon god, the only thing i grant for is to change life . do open my mom heart . cause nw i realise that i need her not strangers....... -AMIN- Labels: sincerely kyara
Saturday, March 5, 2011 @ 1:38 PM im not a play-toy just like my title, im not a toy-play.. what ever you did behind my bck for nw i just wont mind... but in return, only faith will do.. every special date were such a watse... i dont feel appreciated. but im doing great nw im here to express not to impress. im hurt deeply yes i am. no one kno... how pain to be treated this way. till here then i wont mention much more .. im scared that the more i label the more conflict we had later on.. i guess i have to just keep it to mhyself then :/ Labels: just fine