messy life.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 @ 11:45 PM

abusing me

to my baby in tummy

mummy had fade feeling towards your daddy ,

im sorry if you were to born without a daddy syg ,

mummy will be here always for you aites ,

once bby da grow up tall and can stand by your own ,

mummy promise you i'll tell you all without an lies oke (:

its a hard time im having now ,

he keep on blaming this bby for small mistake ,

im better off make a step back then

before i were to lose my baby in another quarrell =.='

its much more save to avoid from him now then never ,

once a beater always a beater never will change ,

i never overcome a guy that beat a women ,

when this happened ,

oh my ,

i really need my mom to know whats happening to me ,

let her know how bad her daughter was been treated ,

need her to console , need her hug badly ,

though ima rebellious daughter to her ,

she dont even give me a tight slap ,

my momdont even touch me with a painful ways ,

she just dont

she love her daughter ,

i know my mom,

worst still ~

ex of mine ,

he did everything ,

slap a push and a pull ,

abusing me that bad ,

thank god im still alive ,

thank god

baby is still in tummy ~

but now having a serious cram ,

mom , sibling grandpa grandma ,

i need you guys to know that imnot doing good here ,

pls take me home

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