to my beloved family :

hey mom if your reading this post mom , i really need you to kno im not doing great here

im not ok

pls bring me home . i need my room , my bed my everythg that you once give me .

i need it nw and forever .

i wan it to be my past and never will come bck .

its a night mare

i realise that you guys are very important ppl in life .

its not that i fall then i claim to be w you guys bck ,

its i kno its a hard time for you to have me bck in the house .

but pls ...

i use to be there ,

whatever i've done i doned it there ..

i wanna be bck at my crib.

not here mom .

fercth me home ,

you listen to my silent cry aint you ?

its a heart pain ~

i pray from afar for your well doing .

but sometime i wonder did you ?

am i still your daughter ?

that you use to nag at ?

im a mischevious daughter .. i kno

im sorry ..

my doing sucks yeah i kno

i hate it too ..

way too much ~

to my sister :

nur batrisyah natasha

nur atiqah nikita

syafiq danish

omera diqah aka darling

hey i miss you guys like effing bad

i need a hug from you guys soon

i miss concering that stupid computer

hahah ^^

 guess nw you guys daa taq gado psl com lagi

im not at home so feel so free to shout and fight w one and another

ahahah

if im home ,

you guys cant fight ..

or else you guys will get a fierce stare w me LOL

thats funny

to my closest sib ecah <3

hey bby i need you to kno imysm ..

more than ever

for real

meet me soon oke sib ..

muaaah <3

to my grandpa and grandma too

ily guys so much ,

way to much

syg kamu semue ...