the only precious gift that no one could ever had in life ,

the only special moments w ladies that no men gonna have .

yes i were shocked to see myself not having my regular pms ,
totally scared to face any pregnancy ,
alot of negative thought were in my mind ,
to continue my drug life so that the fetus could have drop by itself ,
im totally lost till i dare myself to speak up to kak lala that im missed pms for one month

day by day my fear covered with joy and smile ,
yes i am a single mom at that point of time ,
i went thru every moment alone , all by myself ,
i found myself much more stronger than before as i kno i had my guard everywhere i go:)
its priceless , it worth me a thousand smile
for having a bby
sometime my behaviou sucks
yes i kno its part of pregnancy ,
mood swing ego emotion
normal stuff like this
heart pain heart broken

im proud to carry my beloved baby
i dont care what ever they gonna say
its my priority nw
my wish had come true :)
i thank god for giving this greates gift
a wonderfull baby with a loving daddy
i hope everything gonna be as smooth as i wish for
for my sake of child
i'll do eveything that it could take
even if it were to be my life :')