messy life.

Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 12:22 AM

just me expressing feeling honey

hey bloggers..

im here to express my feeling as this the only place where i kept it like diaries ..

where i shared my love fairy-tales and worst nightmare..

this few days i found myself feeling dull ,

so down. felt like crying..

i dont kno whats bothering me lately ,

maybe him treating me sucks or friends being so weird..

or worst still my family ..

fact is i do miss them so bad ,

grandpa not doing well at home, :(

haiss, plus we're not going smoothly in relation .

its getting worsen..

plus me having a nightmare ..

3 times dream about him with that bitch :/

losing contct with friends...

losing friends contct no due to hp spoilt ,

its restless ...

guess i need someone to comfort badly.........

but i cant find the person,

bestfriends been busy w works.

no one cares,

what good and meaningfull is nw to pray hard everything gonna end ..

pls very soon god,

the only thing i grant for is to change life .

do open my mom heart .

cause nw i realise that i need her not strangers.......

-AMIN-